What I do know is that I want to be happy.
I am at a point in my life where any misfortune or "tragedy" has been processed in a way that I've managed to learn some life lesson from it. Short term pain; long term gain.
I am surprised by how much I still have to learn and believe sometimes as I learn more, I understand less.
There was a point in my life where understanding "why" stopped being important. At this point, I simply want to focus on the next experience that gives me the opportunity to create something and experience joy or happiness. Whether it's my son making a new connection or an audience "getting it" during a presentation, workshop, or training program, I love to find ways to help people make new connections in a way that creates joy. I love to laugh. And I love bring laughter to others as well.
If I couldn't laugh, I think I might die. And that's nothing to laugh about.